@Your likeing to write: I would suggest to make a pervy story =D or making your own version of an adventure story, or Zelda =D that would tickle my fancy. Also, you could make a romance kind of thing... That might tickle your fancy...
@the point of the conversation: I would suggest getting rid of the emo inside you first. Talk to your parents about that one, or, break all the knifes in the house. Afterwards, talk to your friends to see what the problem is 'Why dont yall call anymore?' 'Why is Ben the only one who hangs around with me?' You know... Then you can live a happy life with all your dogs, and livestock ^^ I'll be sure to pray for you.