You see the title. It's true. I'm losing my mind.
I sat and stared into the fire one night. The flames danced over the logs...I clutched small picture of Midnight, but in the picture was also Laddie, Joshy, and Princess. I was hot, but not from the fire, I was hot with rage and uncontrolable anger. I threw the picture into the fire, and what I did next will shock you all.
I put my hand in the fire. But, my mom came into the room, so I only got a minor burn.
Today, I was down at my barn, fixing a barbed wire fence. I looked up to see Buddy trotting over to me. Tears formed in my eyes. He was very skinny, but only because he had worms. He de-wormed him, but he still wasn't gaining any weight.
I wrapped the barbed wire around the top of the fence and around my left leg. I closed my eyes, and jerked my leg as hard as I could.
My leg is badly cut up.
Am I losing my mind...is this loneliness I feel eating away at me...or...is something else wrong...?