I need to explain myself
First off, my attitude towards everyone on this forum has been terrible, i believe i have been unfaithful towards my members, not treating them with enough care, welcoming them, saying hello every once in a while. Truth is i don't really talk that much, i mean i am quite shy in real life, and i shut myself away in my room and.. well my website is really the only thing that makes me happy, something i have to work on, to get away from real life with, because frankly real life in my opinnion is pure sh*t. Nothing ever works out for me, my school principal has something against me, my friends are nice at times, but then shun me because they are with their "real, interesting" friends.
In four simple words, I'm sick of it.
I'm not suicidal or anything, i would never kill myself or injure myself, although sitting in front of the computer and eating potato chips is surely going to do it for me.
Secondly, i haven't been posting a lot, because well there isn't much to post about, since there isn't really much people here. It saddens me when i notice that my forums are going to the shit, it truly does, this forum is a part of me, my child, my creation, and to see it go down like a rollercoaster makes me sad inside.
On the positive side of things, i am going back to school, which will hopefully change me, a bit.
But i am requesting that members of this forum, reply with how i can improve myself and how they think i should act, and what i should do to the forums to make them a more inviting place to everyone.
I am begging everyone, what's wrong with me, what do people hate about me... am i a complete and utter failure?.
Please tell....
P.S: The Truth you reveal may hurt, but i can accept it.